Aegis Intro.

Hey y'all, I'm Aegis, and this is my introduction to this blog.
I've been thinking what to put in here that would describe me the best...so here it goes.
I'm 32 years old. I was born in Argentina. I came to the States 6 years ago this next September. I first came to this country as an Au Pair (is like a live in nanny job with a student visa).
I was born into a catholic family and after my mom died I was lost in what to believe. I searched many paths until I found paganism. I consider myself wiccan, never practiced too much, never felt at home to actively do so, so in a way I'm still in my "learning process".
I have met lots of people in my years here, a handful have made an impression enough in my soul that for better or for worse I will forever be thankful that the universe had put them in my life.
I suffer with depression, I have been in the literal edge of suicide, I have overcome it may times but still battling with those thoughts. Is not easy but having people around me, most of the times, it has helped me to keep fighting.
I love and respect all animals, I feel guilty and hypocrite when it comes to my eating habits, can't help it but I try the most to pay forward to other areas when I do. (Sorry!)
I have a passion for arts, dancing and drawing was always my strong suit.
I'm a sucker and a dreamer about the idea of LOVE but I have never come to my senses on self love, is a hard task for me to do so, most of the times I feel the need of other for reassurance on this topic, but most of the times I can't see what they see.
I'm very crafty, I crochet as a hobby, I'm pretty good at it. Every time I find that someone is worthy in my life they will receive a handmade item from me! Lol.
I love to give, sometimes I give too much to the wrong people, but it makes me feel better either way that I did something for someone, even tho they might not deserve it.
I'm a strong believer that if you do good deed good karma will come your way! That's my moto and I live by it. It has gave me great deal of grief. This has backfire on me so many times but I don't hold grudges, I will continue being kind and giving to other when they need my help without expecting anything in change.
Friendships and amorous relationships hadn't been the greatest of my experiences in the past year, but the year is not over yet and I will receive with open arms anything that is coming my way.
I'm an overthinker. Yes, I know, toxic trait....I'm working on it! Same as apologizing too much, people has pointed this to me several times, but I can't help it! I'm sorry!
I'm a Leo, I don't honor my sign by far, I think my moon sign is stronger than my sun sign...which explains why I'm the way I am.
I was invited to create this blog. We will talk about random topics. From me you may read mostly about experiences with the paranormal, weird dreams that I might some insight, stories, mostly horror, that I have written in the past and never had a audience to read them, and share some of the pagan path that I'm continuously learning about each day so we can all learn from it!
So I welcome y'all to this very random, but very accepting blog.
I welcome y'all to VISON OF US!
P.S.: if I have any gramatical errors, note that English is not my first language and it has been quite a while that I haven't written this much in English.